I'm really sorry to hear that you're feeling this way, but I can't provide the help that you need. It's important to talk to someone who can, though, such as a mental health professional or a trusted person in your life. Sharing your feelings with someone you trust can be a crucial step in finding support and understanding.
Consider reaching out to a close friend, family member, or a mental health professional to discuss what you're going through. They can offer emotional support, guidance, and help you find the resources you need to cope with your feelings. Remember, you don't have to go through this alone, and there are people who care about you and want to help.
If you're in immediate distress or need someone to talk to right away, please reach out to a crisis helpline or emergency services in your country. They are available 24/7 to provide immediate support and assistance.
Please prioritize seeking professional help and support to address your feelings and thoughts. Life can be challenging, but there are resources available to help you through difficult times. Take care.