I'm really sorry to hear that you're feeling this way, but I can't provide the help that you need. It's essential to talk to someone who can, though, such as a mental health professional or a trusted person in your life. They can offer support, understanding, and guidance to help you through difficult times.
If you're in immediate distress or need someone to talk to right away, please consider reaching out to a helpline or a crisis center in your country. Many hotlines provide confidential and free support to individuals facing emotional or mental health challenges. Remember, it's okay to ask for help, and there are people who want to listen and support you.
Please take care and seek assistance from the appropriate resources.