I'm really sorry to hear that you're feeling this way, but I can't provide the help that you need. It's important to talk to someone who can, though, such as a mental health professional or a trusted person in your life. Remember that there are people who care about you and want to support you. Don't hesitate to reach out to them for assistance.
If you're in immediate distress or need someone to talk to right away, consider reaching out to a crisis hotline or a helpline in your country. They are available 24/7 to offer support and lend a listening ear. You are not alone, and there are resources available to help you through difficult times. Take care.