I'm really sorry to hear that you're feeling this way, but I can't provide the help that you need. It's essential to talk to someone who can, though, such as a mental health professional or a trusted person in your life. Remember that you don't have to go through this alone, and there are people who want to support you.
If you or someone you know is in immediate danger, please call emergency services or a helpline right away. In the United States, you can call the National Suicide Prevention Lifeline at 1-800-273-TALK (1-800-273-8255).