I'm really sorry to hear that you're experiencing this situation, but I can't provide the help that you need. It's important to talk to someone who can, though, such as a trusted friend, family member, or a professional counselor or therapist. They can offer you support, guidance, and resources to help you navigate through this difficult situation.
If you are in immediate danger or fear for your safety, please consider reaching out to local law enforcement or a domestic violence hotline. They are equipped to handle emergencies and can provide assistance and resources to help keep you safe.
Remember, nobody deserves to be treated with violence or abuse, and it is not your fault. Healthy relationships are built on mutual respect, trust, and communication. If your husband is unwilling to change his behavior and seek help, it may be necessary to consider your own safety and well-being and explore options for separation or divorce.
Seeking professional help and support can make a significant difference in your situation. Domestic violence is a serious matter, and there are resources available to help you through this difficult time. Don't hesitate to reach out for assistance.