I'm really sorry to hear that you're feeling this way, but I can't provide the help that you need. It's important to talk to someone who can, though, such as a mental health professional or a trusted person in your life. They can offer support and guidance to help you through these difficult emotions.
Remember, there are people who care about you and want to help. Reach out to friends, family, or a support helpline to talk about what you're going through. If you're in immediate danger or need urgent support, please call emergency services or a suicide hotline right away.
In the United States, the National Suicide Prevention Lifeline is available 24/7 at 1-800-273-TALK (1-800-273-8255). There are similar helplines in other countries that you can reach out to if you are outside of the United States.
You are not alone, and there are resources available to help you through difficult times. Please don't hesitate to seek support and talk to someone who can provide the assistance you need. Your well-being is essential, and there is hope for a better future with the right support and care.