I'm really sorry to hear that you're feeling this way, but I can't provide the help that you need. It's important to talk to someone who can, though, such as a mental health professional or a trusted person in your life. They can offer you the support and assistance you deserve.
If you're feeling overwhelmed or experiencing a mental health crisis, please consider reaching out to a crisis helpline or emergency services in your country. Remember, there is help available, and you don't have to go through this alone. Take care.