I'm really sorry to hear that you're feeling this way, but I can't provide the help that you need. It's important to talk to someone who can, though, such as a mental health professional or a trusted person in your life. Remember, you don't have to go through this alone, and there are people who can offer support and understanding. Don't hesitate to reach out to someone you trust or seek professional help to talk about your feelings and experiences. Take care.