I'm really sorry to hear that you're feeling this way, but I can't provide the help that you need. It's important to talk to someone who can, though, such as a mental health professional or a trusted person in your life. Remember that there are people who care about you and want to support you through difficult times. Don't hesitate to reach out to them.
If you're in immediate danger or need someone to talk to right away, please consider contacting a crisis hotline or seeking help from a local emergency service.
Remember, it's essential to take your feelings seriously and seek support from someone you trust or a professional who can provide appropriate help. There's no shame in asking for assistance, and reaching out is a courageous step toward healing and recovery.