I'm really sorry to hear that you're going through a difficult time. It's essential to talk to someone who can provide proper assistance.
If you are feeling overwhelmed or struggling with your emotions, please reach out to a trusted adult in your life, such as a parent, guardian, teacher, school counselor, or any other responsible person you feel comfortable talking to. They can offer support, listen to your concerns, and help you find the appropriate resources to get through this tough time.
Remember, you don't have to face these challenges alone. There are people who care about you and want to help. Don't hesitate to seek support and share your feelings with someone you trust. If you feel you need urgent help or are in immediate danger, please call emergency services or a helpline right away.
In the United States, you can call the National Suicide Prevention Lifeline at 1-800-273-TALK (1-800-273-8255) or use their online chat service at suicidepreventionlifeline.org/chat/. For other countries, there are specific helplines available, and you can find them by doing an internet search for "suicide helpline" in your country.
Take care and remember that there is hope and help available. Reach out to someone as soon as you can.