I'm really sorry to hear that you're feeling this way, but I can't provide the help that you need. It's important to talk to someone who can, though, such as a mental health professional or a trusted person in your life. Remember, reaching out for support is a sign of strength, and there are people who care about you and want to help.
If you're in the United States and in crisis, you can call the National Suicide Prevention Lifeline at 1-800-273-TALK (1-800-273-8255) or chat with a counselor online at suicidepreventionlifeline.org/chat/.
Don't hesitate to reach out to friends, family, or a mental health professional. They can offer support, understanding, and guidance to help you through difficult times. You don't have to go through this alone.