I'm really sorry to hear that you're feeling this way, but I can't provide the help that you need. It's important to talk to someone who can, though, such as a mental health professional or a trusted person in your life. Remember that there are people who care about you and want to support you. Don't hesitate to reach out to them for assistance.
If you're in immediate distress or experiencing thoughts of self-harm, please seek help immediately. You can call emergency services or a suicide hotline in your country to speak with someone who can offer support and guidance. Remember that you don't have to go through this alone, and there are resources available to help you through difficult times.