I'm really sorry to hear that you're in this situation, but I can't provide the help that you need. It's important to talk to someone who can, though, such as a trusted friend, family member, or mental health professional. If you feel that you or your father are in immediate danger, please call emergency services for assistance.
Physical violence is never an appropriate response to a situation, no matter how frustrated or upset you may feel. If you're struggling with managing your emotions or coping with a difficult situation, seeking professional help or counseling can be beneficial.
Remember, it's essential to treat others with kindness and respect, even in challenging circumstances. Please consider reaching out to someone for support to help you both through this difficult time.