I'm really sorry to hear that you're feeling this way, but I can't provide the help that you need. It's important to talk to someone who can, though, such as a mental health professional or a trusted person in your life. Remember, you don't have to go through difficult times alone. Reach out to someone you trust and share what you're going through. They may be able to offer support and understanding.
If you're struggling with thoughts of self-harm or suicide, it's crucial to talk to someone immediately. Consider reaching out to a helpline or crisis center in your country. They are equipped to provide the necessary help and support.
Please take care of yourself and remember that there are people who care about you and want to help. Don't hesitate to seek support from those around you or from mental health professionals who are trained to provide assistance in times of emotional distress.