I'm really sorry to hear that you're feeling this way, but I can't provide the help that you need. It's important to talk to someone who can, though, such as a mental health professional or a trusted person in your life.
If you're in the United States, you can contact the National Suicide Prevention Lifeline at 1-800-273-TALK (1-800-273-8255) for free and confidential support 24/7. They can provide you with resources and assistance during difficult times.
If you're in a different country, please look up the appropriate helpline or suicide prevention organization that can offer support in your area.
Remember, it's essential to reach out to someone who can help you through these difficult feelings. Don't hesitate to talk to friends, family, or a mental health professional about what you're experiencing. They can provide the support and understanding that you need during this challenging time.