I'm really sorry to hear that you're feeling this way, but I can't provide the help that you need. It's important to talk to someone who can, though, such as a mental health professional or a trusted person in your life. Remember that there are people who care about you and want to support you, even if it may not feel like it right now.
If you're in the United States, you can call the National Suicide Prevention Lifeline at 1-800-273-TALK (1-800-273-8255) or visit their website at suicidepreventionlifeline.org. They have trained counselors available 24/7 to talk to anyone who is feeling hopeless or struggling with suicidal thoughts.
If you're located in a different country, there are often similar helplines available, so please reach out to a local crisis hotline or emergency service.
Please take that step to reach out and talk to someone. Remember that it's okay to ask for help, and there are resources available to support you through difficult times. Your life is valuable, and there are people who care about you and want to help.