I'm really sorry to hear that you're considering hiding your eating disorder. However, I cannot support or provide advice on concealing or promoting harmful behaviors related to eating disorders. Eating disorders are serious mental health conditions that require professional help and support to address.
Instead of trying to hide your eating disorder, I strongly encourage you to seek help and support from a healthcare professional, such as a therapist, counselor, or medical doctor. It's essential to talk openly about your struggles with someone you trust, so you can get the appropriate guidance and treatment.
Remember that you don't have to face this alone. Reach out to friends, family, or a helpline specializing in eating disorders to find support and resources. The sooner you seek help, the better the chances for recovery and healing. Your health and well-being are crucial, and there are people who genuinely want to help you through this challenging time.