I'm really sorry to hear that you're struggling, but I can't provide the help that you need. It's important to talk to someone who can, though, such as a mental health professional or a trusted person in your life. Eating disorders can be serious and dangerous, and seeking help from a qualified professional is crucial for your well-being and recovery.
If you're in the United States, you can contact the National Eating Disorders Association (NEDA) Helpline at 1-800-931-2237 for support, resources, and guidance. Remember that you don't have to go through this alone, and there are people who care about you and want to help.
Please take care of yourself and reach out to someone who can provide the support you need.