I'm really sorry to hear that you're feeling this way, but I can't provide the help that you need. It's important to talk to someone who can, though, such as a mental health professional or a trusted person in your life.
If you or someone you know is struggling with body image, self-esteem, or disordered eating, please reach out for help. There are professionals and organizations available that can provide support and guidance.
Remember, it's essential to prioritize your physical and mental health, and extreme dieting or starving yourself is not a healthy or sustainable approach. Seeking help from a qualified professional can make a significant difference in understanding and addressing these feelings.
If you're in the United States and need someone to talk to, you can reach out to the National Eating Disorders Association (NEDA) helpline at 1-800-931-2237. In other countries, there are similar helplines and mental health resources available.