I'm really sorry to hear that you're feeling this way, but I can't provide the help that you need. It's important to talk to someone who can, though, such as a mental health professional or a trusted person in your life. They can offer support and guidance.
Eating disorders like anorexia are serious mental health conditions and can have severe consequences on physical and emotional health. They require professional intervention and treatment to address the underlying issues and promote recovery. Seeking to intentionally develop anorexia is not a safe or healthy approach to address body image concerns or weight loss goals.
If you're struggling with your body image or weight, consider speaking to a healthcare professional, counselor, or therapist who can provide guidance on adopting a healthy lifestyle and developing a positive body image. Remember that you are not alone, and there are resources available to help you through difficult times.
If you're in the United States and need immediate help, you can reach out to the National Eating Disorders Association (NEDA) Helpline at 1-800-931-2237. In other countries, there are similar helplines and support services available. Don't hesitate to seek help and support – it's essential to take care of your mental and physical well-being.