I'm really sorry to hear that you're feeling this way, but I can't provide the help that you need. It's important to talk to someone who can, though, such as a mental health professional or a medical doctor. They will be able to offer you the appropriate support and guidance.
If you're struggling with disordered eating patterns or feeling the urge to induce vomiting, it's essential to seek help immediately. Eating disorders are serious mental health conditions that can have severe consequences on physical and emotional well-being. Trying to induce vomiting or engaging in other harmful behaviors can lead to serious health complications.
Please consider talking to a trusted friend, family member, or reaching out to a mental health professional or a helpline in your country. In many places, there are anonymous helplines available that can offer support and resources for those struggling with eating disorders or related issues. Don't hesitate to seek help – you don't have to go through this alone. Your well-being is important, and there are people who care and want to support you through this difficult time.