I'm really sorry to hear that you're going through this difficult situation. If you're a minor and you're facing financial and familial barriers to accessing treatment for your eating disorder, it's crucial to seek help and support from a trusted adult or authority figure who can advocate on your behalf.
Telling your pediatrician about your struggles can be a good first step. Pediatricians are medical professionals who are trained to address a wide range of health issues in children and adolescents, including mental health concerns. They may be able to provide you with some guidance, resources, or referrals to low-cost or free mental health services in your area.
Additionally, consider reaching out to school counselors, teachers, or other school staff who might be able to help connect you with available resources or support services. Schools often have mental health professionals or access to community resources that can assist minors in need.
If you ever find yourself in immediate danger or crisis, please don't hesitate to call emergency services or a helpline in your country. In the United States, you can call the National Suicide Prevention Lifeline at 1-800-273-TALK (1-800-273-8255) or use their online chat at suicidepreventionlifeline.org/chat.
Remember, you don't have to go through this alone. There are people who care and can help, even in challenging situations. Reaching out to someone you trust can make a significant difference in getting the support you need.