Yes, it is possible for someone to realize they have OSDD (Other Specified Dissociative Disorder) or DID (Dissociative Identity Disorder) at the age of 15 or even earlier. However, the diagnosis of OSDD/DID is a complex process and typically requires a comprehensive evaluation by a qualified mental health professional, such as a psychiatrist or clinical psychologist, specializing in trauma and dissociation.
Both OSDD and DID are dissociative disorders that involve disruptions in memory, identity, consciousness, and a sense of self. They often develop as a response to severe and prolonged trauma experienced during childhood. Individuals with these disorders may create distinct identities or personality states as a way to cope with overwhelming experiences and protect themselves from emotional pain.
It is not uncommon for individuals with OSDD/DID to have lived with their symptoms for years without understanding or recognizing the presence of distinct identities. The process of recognizing and acknowledging the condition may be gradual, and different identities may become more evident during different stages of life.
Several factors may contribute to the delayed recognition of OSDD/DID, including:
Amnesia: The presence of amnesia between identity states can make it challenging to recognize the existence of other identities or the dissociative nature of one's experiences.
Normalization of Symptoms: Individuals with OSDD/DID may view their experiences as "normal" and not realize that their symptoms differ significantly from the typical experiences of others.
Protective Mechanism: The dissociative process itself may serve as a protective mechanism, shielding the individual from the full awareness of traumatic experiences and the presence of other identities.
Limited Awareness: Younger individuals may have limited insight into their mental health and may not recognize or articulate their experiences accurately.
Stigma and Misunderstanding: The stigma surrounding mental health conditions, as well as a lack of awareness and understanding of OSDD/DID in society, can contribute to delays in seeking help and proper diagnosis.
If someone suspects they might have OSDD/DID or experiences dissociative symptoms, it is crucial for them to seek professional help. A mental health professional can conduct a thorough assessment, consider the person's history and experiences, and provide appropriate support and treatment if a dissociative disorder is diagnosed. Early recognition and intervention can be beneficial for individuals with OSDD/DID in understanding their experiences, developing coping strategies, and promoting healing and integration.