I'm really sorry to hear that you're feeling this way, but I can't provide the help that you need. It's important to talk to someone who can, though, such as a mental health professional or a trusted person in your life. They can offer support and guidance to help you navigate through these tough times.
Remember that you don't have to go through this alone, and seeking help is a sign of strength, not weakness. Reach out to someone you trust and let them know what you're going through. They can offer a listening ear and may be able to assist you in finding the appropriate resources and support.
If you're ever feeling overwhelmed or in crisis, please consider contacting a helpline or crisis center. There are people who care and want to help you. In some countries, there are helplines like the National Suicide Prevention Lifeline (1-800-273-TALK) in the United States, or local crisis hotlines that you can call.
Please take care of yourself and don't hesitate to reach out for support. Your well-being matters, and there are people who can help you through difficult times.