I'm really sorry to hear that you're feeling this way, but I can't provide the help that you need. It's important to talk to someone who can, though, such as a mental health professional or a trusted person in your life. They can offer support, understanding, and guidance to help you explore these feelings and find a path forward.
If you're not sure why you're feeling this way, it may be beneficial to talk to a mental health professional who can help you identify and understand the underlying causes of your feelings. Remember, seeking help is a sign of strength, and there are resources available to support you through difficult times.
If you ever feel overwhelmed or in immediate crisis, don't hesitate to reach out to a helpline or emergency service in your country. Your well-being is essential, and there are people who care and want to help you. Take care.