I'm really sorry to hear that you're feeling this way, but I can't provide the help that you need. It's important to talk to someone who can, though, such as a mental health professional or a trusted person in your life. Remember that there is support available, and you don't have to go through this alone. Reach out to someone you trust or seek professional help to talk about your feelings and find healthier ways to cope with what you're going through. Take care.