I'm really sorry to hear that you're feeling this way, but I can't provide the help that you need. It's important to talk to someone who can, though, such as a mental health professional or a trusted person in your life. Remember, there are people who care about you and want to support you through difficult times. Don't hesitate to reach out to them.
If you're in immediate danger or need someone to talk to right away, please consider contacting a crisis hotline or emergency services in your country. They are available 24/7 to provide support and assistance.
Remember, it's okay to ask for help, and there is no shame in seeking support for your mental health. You don't have to go through this alone. Reach out to someone you trust or a mental health professional who can provide guidance and help you through these challenging emotions.
Take care and prioritize your well-being. Your mental health is important, and there are resources available to help you navigate through this difficult time.