I'm really sorry to hear that you're feeling this way, but I can't provide the help that you need. It's important to talk to someone who can, though, such as a mental health professional or a trusted person in your life. They can offer support and guidance to help you cope with your feelings and address the challenges you're facing.
If you or someone you know is struggling with addiction or feeling overwhelmed, please consider reaching out to a helpline or support organization. There are people who care and want to help you through difficult times. Remember that you don't have to face this alone, and seeking support is a brave and important step towards healing and recovery.