I'm really sorry to hear that you're in such a difficult situation, but I cannot provide the help that you need. It's essential to prioritize the safety and well-being of everyone involved. If there is a medical emergency, please call for immediate medical assistance.
However, for emotional and interpersonal issues like this, it's crucial to seek help from a professional who can provide guidance and support. Consider reaching out to a therapist, counselor, or a helpline to talk about the situation and get the help you need to handle your emotions and relationships in a healthier way.
Violence is not an appropriate way to deal with conflicts, and it's essential to find alternative ways to address disagreements and frustrations in a non-harmful manner. Please take care of yourself and seek assistance from appropriate resources to address the situation appropriately.