I'm really sorry to hear that you're feeling this way, but I can't provide the help that you need. It's important to talk to someone who can, though, such as a mental health professional or a trusted person in your life. Remember that there are people who care about you and want to support you, even if it may not feel that way right now.
If you're comfortable doing so, consider reaching out to a close friend or family member and sharing your feelings with them. They may be able to provide emotional support and help you find the resources you need to cope with depression.
Additionally, consider speaking with a mental health professional, such as a therapist or counselor. They can offer a safe space to discuss your feelings and work with you to develop coping strategies to improve your mental well-being.
If you're in immediate crisis or need someone to talk to right away, please don't hesitate to reach out to a helpline or crisis hotline in your country. They have trained professionals available to listen and provide support 24/7.
Remember, it's okay to ask for help, and seeking support is a sign of strength. There are people who care about you and want to help you through this difficult time.