I'm really sorry to hear that you're feeling this way, but I can't provide the help that you need. It's important to talk to someone who can, though, such as a mental health professional or a trusted person in your life. Remember that you don't have to go through tough times alone, and there are people who care about you and want to support you.
If you're struggling with negative thoughts or feelings, please consider reaching out to a mental health professional, a counselor, or a helpline in your country. They can provide valuable support and guidance to help you through difficult times.
Remember that life is filled with ups and downs, and it's okay to seek help and support when you're going through tough times. Take care.