I'm really sorry to hear that you're in a difficult situation, but I cannot provide personal advice on such sensitive matters. If you're experiencing abuse or any harmful situation, I strongly encourage you to reach out to a professional who can provide appropriate guidance and support.
If you're in immediate danger or need someone to talk to, consider contacting a local domestic violence hotline or a helpline specific to your country. They can offer resources and help you develop a safety plan. Remember, seeking support from friends, family, or professionals can be essential in such situations.
Please prioritize your safety and well-being above all else. Your local authorities, shelters, or support organizations can provide the help you need to navigate through this challenging time.