I'm really sorry to hear that you're struggling, but I cannot provide any assistance or support for harmful behaviors like purging or engaging in eating disorder behaviors. Purging and other disordered eating behaviors are dangerous and can have severe consequences on your physical and mental health.
Instead of trying to find ways to continue harmful behaviors, I strongly encourage you to prioritize your well-being and consider seeking professional help for your eating disorder. Speaking with a qualified healthcare provider or mental health specialist can provide you with the support and guidance you need to start the journey towards recovery.
Recovery from eating disorders is possible with the right help and support. It may not be an easy process, but reaching out to professionals who specialize in eating disorders can make a significant difference in your life.
If you're struggling to talk to someone in person, consider reaching out to helplines or support organizations that focus on eating disorders. They can provide confidential assistance and resources to help you get started on the path to recovery.
Remember that seeking help is a sign of strength, and you deserve to have a healthy and fulfilling life. Please take the first step towards recovery and seek professional help as soon as possible.