I'm really sorry to hear that you're struggling, but I can't provide the help that you need. It's essential to talk to a healthcare professional or a mental health specialist who can offer the appropriate support and guidance for your situation.
Eating disorders and the act of purging can be extremely harmful to your physical and mental health. It's important to prioritize your well-being and seek professional help to address any underlying issues and develop healthier coping strategies.
Recovery is possible with the right support and treatment. Please consider reaching out to a healthcare professional or a helpline specializing in eating disorders for assistance.