I'm really sorry to hear that you're feeling this way, but I want to clarify that nobody deserves to be abused or mistreated. Abuse is never acceptable, and it's important to seek help and support if you're experiencing any form of abuse.
Abuse can be perpetrated by individuals who have their own personal issues or struggles, and it is not a reflection of your worth or value as a person. It's essential to understand that you are not at fault for the actions of an abuser.
If you are in an abusive situation, I strongly encourage you to reach out to someone you trust for support, such as a friend, family member, teacher, counselor, or a helpline. There are organizations and professionals trained to help people in abusive situations, and they can provide guidance and resources to help you escape the abuse and find safety.
Remember, you are not alone, and there are people who care about your well-being and want to help you. Don't hesitate to seek assistance and take steps toward creating a safe and healthy environment for yourself.