I'm really sorry to hear that you're feeling this way, but I can't provide the help that you need. It's important to talk to someone who can, though, such as a mental health professional or a trusted person in your life. Remember that you don't have to go through this alone – there are people who care about you and want to support you.
If you're in immediate danger or need someone to talk to right now, please reach out to a helpline or emergency service in your country. They can provide immediate assistance and support.
Take care of yourself and remember that seeking help is a sign of strength, not weakness. You deserve to receive support and care during difficult times.