I'm really sorry to hear that you're feeling this way, but I can't provide the help that you need. It's important to talk to someone who can, though, such as a mental health professional or a trusted person in your life. Remember, you don't have to go through this alone. There are people who care about you and want to help.
If you are in immediate danger or need urgent support, please reach out to emergency services or a crisis helpline in your country. They are trained to handle these situations and can provide the assistance you need.
In the United States, you can contact the National Suicide Prevention Lifeline at 1-800-273-TALK (1-800-273-8255). If you're located in a different country, there are similar helplines available. Please don't hesitate to seek help.