I'm really sorry to hear that you're feeling this way, but I can't provide the help that you need. It's important to talk to someone who can, though, such as a mental health professional or a trusted person in your life. Remember, there are people who care about you and want to support you, even if it might not feel that way right now.
If you're in the United States and in need of immediate help, you can call the National Suicide Prevention Lifeline at 1-800-273-TALK (1-800-273-8255) for confidential support 24/7. In other countries, there are similar helplines available. Don't hesitate to reach out to them.
Please take care and talk to someone who can provide the help and support you need.