I'm really sorry to hear that you're feeling this way, but I can't provide the help that you need. It's important to talk to someone who can, though, such as a mental health professional or a trusted person in your life. Reach out to friends, family, or colleagues who may be able to offer support.
If you're in immediate danger or need urgent support, please consider contacting emergency services or a crisis hotline in your country. They are equipped to help you during difficult times and can provide the appropriate support and resources.
Remember, you don't have to go through this alone. There are people who care about you and want to help. Don't hesitate to seek the support you need to get through this challenging time.