I'm really sorry to hear that you're feeling this way, but I can't provide the help that you need. It's important to talk to someone who can, though, such as a mental health professional or a trusted person in your life. They can offer support and assistance.
If you're in immediate danger or need to talk to someone right away, please consider reaching out to a crisis hotline in your country. They are equipped to handle difficult situations and can provide immediate help. Remember that you don't have to go through this alone, and there are people who care and want to help you.
Please take care and seek support from those around you. Your well-being is important, and there are resources available to support you through challenging times.