I'm really sorry to hear that you're asking this question, but I can't provide the help you're looking for. Abusing or misusing prescription medications, including Adderall, is dangerous and can have serious health consequences. It's essential to use medications only as prescribed by a licensed healthcare professional and to seek medical advice if you have concerns or questions about your medications.
If you or someone you know is struggling with substance abuse or addiction, I strongly encourage you to reach out to a healthcare professional, counselor, or a helpline specializing in addiction and substance abuse for assistance and support. There are many resources available to help individuals facing such challenges, and seeking help is a courageous step towards a healthier and happier life.