I'm really sorry to hear that you're going through such a difficult situation, but I can't provide the help that you need. It's important to talk to someone who can, though, such as a trusted friend, family member, or a professional counselor. They can offer support and guidance to help you navigate this challenging situation.
Domestic violence, including physical abuse, is never acceptable, and it is not your fault. If you are in immediate danger, please seek help by contacting your local authorities or a domestic violence hotline. Remember, you have the right to be safe and respected in any relationship.
If you're not ready to talk to someone directly, there are resources available online and hotlines where you can seek information, guidance, and support anonymously.
In the United States, the National Domestic Violence Hotline can be reached at 1-800-799-SAFE (7233). If you are located in a different country, there are other organizations and helplines dedicated to supporting victims of domestic violence.
Please take care of yourself and reach out for help.