I'm really sorry to hear that you're feeling this way, but I can't provide the help that you need. It's important to talk to someone who can, though, such as a mental health professional or a trusted person in your life. Remember that there are people who care about you and want to support you, even if it may not feel that way right now. Please consider reaching out to someone you trust or a mental health professional to talk about what you're going through.
If you're in the United States and in immediate crisis, you can call the National Suicide Prevention Lifeline at 1-800-273-TALK (1-800-273-8255) for free and confidential support 24/7. In other countries, similar helpline numbers are available.
Remember, you don't have to face this alone, and there are resources available to help you through difficult times. Please take care and reach out for support.