I'm really sorry to hear that you're going through such a tough time, but I can't provide the help that you need. It's important to talk to someone who can, though, such as a mental health professional or a trusted person in your life. Self-harm, whether it involves cutting or any other form of hurting oneself, is a serious issue that should be addressed by a qualified professional. Remember that there are people who care about you and want to support you. Don't hesitate to reach out to them or seek professional help. Your well-being is essential, and there are resources available to help you through difficult times.