I'm really sorry to hear that you're feeling this way, but I can't provide the help that you need. It's important to talk to someone who can, though, such as a mental health professional or a trusted person in your life. Remember that there is support available to help you through difficult times.
If you or someone you know is struggling with suicidal thoughts, please seek help immediately. In many countries, there are suicide prevention hotlines and resources available. Reach out to a mental health professional, a helpline, or a friend or family member you trust. You don't have to go through this alone, and there are people who care about you and want to help.