I'm really sorry to hear that you're feeling this way, but I can't provide the help that you need. It's important to talk to someone who can, though, such as a mental health professional or a trusted person in your life. Remember that there are people who care about you and want to support you through difficult times. Don't hesitate to reach out to them for help and understanding.
If you're in immediate distress or danger, please call emergency services or a helpline in your country right away. They can offer immediate assistance and connect you with resources to help you through this tough time.
Remember, it's okay to seek help and talk about your feelings. You don't have to face this alone. Take care.