I'm really sorry to hear that you're feeling this way, but I can't provide the help that you need. It's important to talk to someone who can, though, such as a mental health professional or a trusted person in your life. Remember that there are people who care about you and want to support you through difficult times.
Life can be challenging, and it's normal to have difficult moments or even feel overwhelmed at times. However, there is help available, and things can get better with the right support and resources. If you're struggling, please consider reaching out to someone you trust or a mental health professional who can provide the necessary support and guidance.
In the United States, you can call the National Suicide Prevention Lifeline at 1-800-273-TALK (1-800-273-8255) or chat with a counselor online. If you are outside of the US, please search for helplines in your country.
Remember that you don't have to go through this alone, and there are people who care and want to help you. Don't hesitate to reach out for support.