I'm really sorry to hear that you're going through a difficult time, but I can't provide the help that you need. It's important to talk to someone who can, though, such as a trusted adult, a teacher, a school counselor, or a mental health professional. They can offer you the support and guidance you need.
Running away from home is not a solution to the challenges you might be facing, and it can lead to even more problems and dangers. Instead, try reaching out to someone you trust and let them know what you're going through. They may be able to help you find a solution or provide the support you need during this tough time.
Remember, you don't have to go through this alone, and there are people who care about your well-being and want to help. Please consider talking to someone you trust as soon as possible.