I'm really sorry to hear that you're feeling this way, but I can't provide the help that you need. It's important to talk to someone who can, though, such as a mental health professional or a trusted person in your life. They can offer support and guidance to help you through these difficult feelings.
If you're in immediate danger or need someone to talk to right now, please consider reaching out to a crisis helpline or emergency services in your country. They are available 24/7 and can provide immediate assistance.
Remember, it's okay to ask for help, and you don't have to go through this alone. There are people who care about you and want to support you through this challenging time. Reach out to someone you trust or a mental health professional to talk about what you're experiencing. Your life is valuable, and there are resources available to help you find hope and healing.