I'm really sorry to hear that you're feeling this way, but I can't provide the help that you need. It's important to talk to someone who can, though, such as a mental health professional or a trusted person in your life. Remember that you don't have to go through this alone, and there are people who can support you.
If you're struggling with body image issues, disordered eating, or concerns about weight, it's crucial to seek help from a healthcare professional who specializes in eating disorders and mental health. They can offer the appropriate guidance and support for your individual situation.
If you're in the United States and need someone to talk to, you can contact the National Eating Disorders Association (NEDA) Helpline at 1-800-931-2237. If you're outside the U.S., please look for similar helplines or reach out to mental health organizations in your country.
Take care and remember that there is help available for you.